its been so long. so long that it actually took me some time to figure out what my blogger password was. the last time i blogged was nearly 3 months ago. this compared to the fact that i used to blog regularly like almost every other day. i dunno how to explain it. being busy or plain lazy. maybe its a combination of both. everytime i have that urge to blog, i either have something else to do or the words dont come to me the moment i sit down. a great example? i retype the last sentence 4 times. ha. i think i am getting old. there was a period of time i was toying with the idea of shutting down thisismshowspeaking.... who the heck bothers about what i do, think or go out with anyway? but well, i decided against it anyway. this place holds too many happy and sad memories. plus has been a part of my life for the past 2 -3 yrs. Been reading some past entries and i see how much my writing style has changed and i had grown personally. perhaps its a rational decision to keep this blog. ha.
anyway, in the 3 months or so that is have been missing from blogosphere, many things have happened to my life...
i turned 23. as each year passes, the anticipation to celebrate birthdays decreases. i spent this year's quietly with gatherings with friends and loved ones. i think its a fantastic way to celebrate. maybe when i am 50, i will have an island wide party. ha.
on the work front, things have been going great. i got my confirmation ahead of my one year in the company. the ROSE event on 23 Sep 09 is finally over. its been a tortourous 5 months but i feel that i have learned so much frm it all. all that insanity has driven me, pushing me beyond wat i thought i was capable of and i was grateful for that opportunity. but still i badly need that break from work. gotta start talking to my boss about taking leave. stop procrastinating... i think it will be the root of my downfall.
pple have been joining and leaving the department...generally missed the pple who have left. most of them have helped me at work in one way or another and i wish them all the best with whatever they do in the future. the same cant be said about the new ones though... not all of them. but a certain someone (lets call her cucumber) is getting attention in the department for all the wrong reasons... poor cucumber. i dunno what she did/ or did not do, bt she gets on the nerves of almost everyone. ok, i shall not bitch about anyone here. i am nice. bt anyway, for her own good, i hope cucumber wakes up to her senses soon.
been doing a lot of personal thinking and self discovery lately too. shall leave that for a later post when i am feeling emo... havent been feeling that for a long time. ha ah aha ha aha ha aha.
but bottom line, pple do change.
under different circumstances, and times. i have felt disappointment in a certain few but have learnt to take things along my stride. the world doesnt stop changing just because you dont.
ok back to my project runway online. its the reality tv season again. woo hoo!!!!! survivor, antm, pr... i am a happy girl. will be back to blog again (hopefully) if i can.
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