omigod. it's friday. i can't believe how fast this week went by. it has really been a whirlwind week with all the mugging in the library with cheryl and alvina. but at least i have made progress with all the revision...just hope when the time comes, i can write all the stuff out. and so when i reached home yesterday at 2345hrs, my mum was commenting on how i am treating the house like a chalet again...come home sleep then go out. well, i really spent more time in school then at home this week. only been home for dinner once. sigh but the fact that my two brothers are at home means that i constantly get lured to the playstation2 my cousin lent them. look at the amount of work i did on wednesday... ha, not that i neverplay in school...alvina's wide screen com provided great entertainment yesterday night. (we were chased out of the library at nine when it closed,so we had to loiter at the corridor. ha) turns out my bomberman skills are still as good but i still got trashed by cheryl's chunli during street fighter. ha. it was so nostalgic looking at the pixelated screen. ah,the good old days. but the fact is i got more discipline in school. at least can go six hours straight of concentration. think must be the env. with all the people studying there, u can't help but study too.

and so this morning, while i was taking the train, i decided to zone out and just let my mind go blank for a while. it was really a good soul session, taking a breather from all that hetic revision. so as i sat there on the green linoneum chairs, staring into blank space, i started lamenting how this year just went by so quickly. way too fast. christmas is coming for goodness sake! but i think on the whole,it has been a fruitful year.
then i started making a mental list of the things i wanna do before the year ends. i think i have three more weeks after my exams to accomplish that.well, so here it is:

1) DRINK MORE WATER. i think i figured out why my lips are constantly cracking. dehydration. lip balms are useless if i dun drink enough. i think i drink less than 6 cups, much less the desired eight. ok, this i can start now.

2) SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY BROS. esp xing quan. he's going to army soon.

3) SAVE UP! my aim is $2 a day. this way in a month i will have a whopping $60 a month. past attempts have failed, but...

4) READ. i only read 10 this year. not enough. as matt always tell me, 52 books a year keeps my brain healthy. i am still a long long long way. in case u didn't figure out, that equates to one book a week.

5) WRITE. my book has been on a standstill. it's time i get back at it. and my letter to wai chu, it's long over due. i miss chu so much. in australia, melbourne now. can't wait for chu to come back.

6) SIGN UP TO BE A BONE MARROW DONOR. i have been wanting to this for a very long time. it's a gift to that special someone in my life. i know u will be so proud of me. i miss u.

7) WORK ON MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. ashley, clara, 2006 is not over yet. heex. u know, i know.

ok, time to hit the books again! tata