holy shitty crap.

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this is how i sumarise my sc3213 ethnographic film analysis module. seriously i have never been as lost in a module. the exam is tml morning and i am still vomitting blood over attempting to memorise all the nonsense. there is so much things to remember i dun understand why that stupid old hag cant make it open book. and pple who know me know that i have a memory of an ostrich when it comes to studying. contents include some dumb ass relationship btw the filmmaker, audience and participant which is prolly non existential till the point that it pushes ur ability to bull shit something out of nothing. consultations with the teachers have her beating about the merry bush and not answering the question and we end up being more lost than ever. this is really forcing us to the brink of insanity.

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and then i think i look like a shitty mess these days too. i desperately want to cut my hair but lack the time. its looks like drag and sticks out at all the wrong places plus i never liked long hair on me...and furthermore the bang dang me actually believes wat the ex ex ex best friend says about cutting hair in the middle of exam equal cutting of knowledge... yada yada. and looking at the state of my academic progress (if there is even any) its better to be a little superstitious than to actually screw up the paper tml. ha ah aha.

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anyway, pimples are popping and i thank whoever up there blessing me with naturally flushed cheeks and so they are not really that obvious. but the bottom line is i am feeling damn stressed now and ok well i can only rant everything here cos i cant disturb/talk to anyone cos everyone is up to their neck with revision too. arrrrggghhhhhh. i want to curse and swear. nb nb nb nb nb nb nb nb nb nb.

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ok and i declare i officially hate NTU students till my exams are over. cos everyone there prolly finished their exams and they have all those OH-I-AM-SO-FREAKING-HAPPY msn nicks which pops up on my window every now and then. i am so irritated by it all i switched off my computer monitor. ok i am a sadist. ok yes i am in a bad mood and i hate seeing happy pple now.

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ok back to notes. (yes i have decided to ditch the books and just concentrate on my not-very-relavant-but-hopefully-will-allow-me-to-pass-notes...). bye.

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i can never guess what u are thinking anymore.