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does any of these numbers mean anything to u? no no, i am not giving out 4d numbers. (if you really want one... go buy 3662. sure first prize tomorrow. ashley, u know i know. ha) caught the movie "turn left, turn right" sunday night on tv. yes, the one with the very cute takeshi kanishero and gi gi leung. the show is pretty old le la, if u consider the rate at which they churn out movies nowadays... i know i pretty lagging but i really enjoyed the movie a lot. the movie was adapted from this book by jimmy. storyline was pretty much about fate. and how the two leads have seemingly similar lives, but their paths just never cross. those numbers are code names they use to call each other. so cute! (hmmm, wat number should i give myself?) i must have been smiling to myself at all the sweet little scenes cos my brother said i was crazy when he walked past me. ha ha. ya and i cried at the ending when they finally got together. (ya, i am that emo. can u believe i actually cry 4 times during the last episode of triumph in the skies?! ha, let's just say i have a soft spot for all emotional scenes. and i am a real tv freak cos when i watch , i really feel for the characters. ah!)

the aftermath? besides singing the theme song by stefanie sun for the whole night... the movie really set me thinking. i think fate is a funny little thing. we often hear people say that they will not succumb to fate, but to me, wat is bound to happen, WILL happen. ever wondered why out of the zillions and trillions people in the world, you get to know the really wonderful friends around you? and why i never get to meet bill gates (so that i can ask him to accept me as his god daughter...) got to be some reason right? thousands of people's lives cross and interlock each day, but yet those who really click together are so few. i am not the type of person who believe in love at first sight but i guess if u are really destined to meet someone, u will. one day.

oh man, wat got into me? ha ha, can't believe i actually sounded so serious for a moment. dunno why but i have been feeling kind of emotional these days. have been thinking of a lot of things. but dun worry, it always happen only during this time of the year.

missing you was a lot harder than i thought.