we live in a pretty ironic world. sometimes we do things even we our selves dunno why. and when we look back, we often wish we could turn things round. which is why i think we should not even make the first step in the first place. but then, if we do not, we will be left to think about wat will happen if we do. either way we lose out. see the irony?

and i do not say this cos i feel like saying so. the recent ministerial pay rise is really none of my business. until the PM say he will donate back his pay rise to charity. i am like wth. go one merry bush round then come back to the same point. just dun rise la. think of all the manpower needed when u transfer the money here and there. so waste time. he says it is necessary to keep talents in the cabinet. so does this imply our ministers work for pay and not the passion to serve the country? uh oh. i think i venturin into the sensitive area. so i guess my discussion with local politics shall just stop here. but u get the point. we always come back to the same place where we started. i once read somewhere that you live so that you die one day. ha. sorta like the path towards death. ha, do i sound suicidal? nope dun worry, i still have lots of things i want do.i am perfectly fine. still optimistic on my life. just getting abit sadistic while trying to ponder the meaning. WHY AM I DOING THIS ANYWAY!? ok, maybe cos its already late into the night and so....ha. blabberin nonsense already. but the truth is: this world is really screwed. in the celeb gossip section today, jude law apparently called sienna miller BORING and FAKE in their relationship. well, sienna got back at him and said he was NARCISSIC and CHILDISH. well to me, this squabble is plain bo liao. why do i even bother readin it anyway?! ha. but, i dun see why pple cannot be friends after they have broken up? i mean u must be once happy tog right? or else why u want to get tog in the first place? see, this world is really really screwed. and did i mention i got my internship? but i turned it down. cos i dun think the job really suited me. dunno why i applied for it in the first place. and i feel so sorry to those who kenna rejected. sort of like depriving them of a internship. well. once again, u see the funny way this world works.

ok folks. good night. my bed is beckoning.